today marks the first (and LAST) unhappy day i've been through in the past 14 days.

baby and i experienced some minor hiccups tonight.

all of a sudden, i lost the feeling of being madly in love with the person who was standing right before me.
i lost the urge to hug my baby tightly in my arms and the desire to kiss her like i have never did before.
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then, i was emotionally conquered by jealousy, and the revengeful me did something i would not have done if not for the sake of irritating my baby - i msn-ed someone from whom baby would hope i could stay away.

a substantially long period of silence followed.

what baby had done today appeared to have been done in vain.
the fact that she spent time and efforts searching for nice choco in harbourfront and felt terrible the entire day for not being able to bring me to the sensei went unappreciated.

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but still, our night ended well, very well indeed.

i found the feeling of being madly in love not long after. =)
when i looked into her eyes which were brimming with tears and saw how she fought hard not to allow her tears to fall, the terrible heart ache i felt so strongly rekindled the flame of passion. >.< . . .

baby,
when i cannot bear to see you suffer the slightest misery, i know once again that i love you so...