Saturday, May 03, 2008
it is messy. very messy.
that one turns out not to be the one. another seems to be a better one.
if you cant understand what i'm trying to illustrate here, dont bother to decipher. i cant even understand myself now.
what is it that i value most in a relationship? i desperately need to figure out this one issue before things can be brought back to the proper track.
is feeling and being treated like a woman the most critical priority? or is being loved more than you love someone else more important?
i dont have an answer.
i dont even know with whom my heart is now.
if only
you had acted upon your feelings immediately, she wouldnt have a chance to enter my life.
if only
you were more independent and less possessive, i would have moved the relationship to the next level.
gosh. this is so irritating.
i am a slut. =(
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MeowZ~ @ 2:34:00 PM
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