Sunday, May 18, 2008
this is a boring sunday. it's a VERY VERY VERY boring day.
baby has been "relocated". now at underwater world instead of dolphin lagoon, she is no longer able to have short conversations with me every now and then. no sms-ing as well.
i dont like this. =(
dined and chilled at O Bar last night with baby, buddy and xiao cat.
indeed, the fish and chips is nice.
i came to realize that i can be extremely mango-ish. super PDA-ive too!
[fyi: PDA = public display of affection]
buddy, on the contrary, is extremely conservative and banana-ish still.
am on the phone with buddy now.
she too feels that i am loving more than i "should".
that is a scary point to me.
i do feel loved, but not as much as i desire or feel i deserve.
an equilibrium ought to be struck somewhere.
but baby ZaV says love cannot be measured.
that is true.
i am somewhat bothered.
buddy says i have some "pre-nuptial disorder".
i am thinking way too much.
perhaps it is because i have too much time on hand.
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MeowZ~ @ 2:39:00 PM
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