i spent the past hour reading through a friend's [let's just call her XXX] blog. it's been a long time since i did such silly things.

somehow, i feel sad.

i'm affected by what i read. her life is not very good somehow. by that, i mean "love life".

suddenly, i feel that actually i may have been quite blessed all these while.

someone emo and ridiculously silly as to not be able to leave behind a relationship which ended more than a year ago? nah. now, i dont think so of her anymore.

but i'm fickle-minded. i may overrule that thinking the moment i wake up tomorrow.

i begin to wonder if there is anyone in this world who would spend like 2 solid years waiting for me. is there such a wonderful someone out there?

it takes a LONG LONG time to really get to know someone. take buddy for instance. i know just exactly what she wants as long as she shows a simple gesture or a seemingly meaningless facial expression.

i wouldnt say that i know XXX well. not at all, in fact.

still, her blog entries over the past 2 years sorta touched me, and made me change my perceptions of her momentarily.

okies. damn! i hear farts from someone who's deep asleep. such a turn off! OMG! yucks. =bleh=