I got a call from her. She fulfilled her promise of giving me a ring tonight.

The call came unexpectedly, because she had told me over msn that IDD calls are too expensive.

Right after the call, i got a sms from her and it says that hearing me cry over the phone is a turn off.

I'm a turn off.

I feel like jumping off some building. ( In an exaggerated sense. )

Sick, inside.

I promised not to disturb anymore, and let her enjoy the trip.

She is so different. Just different. Or am i different?

Who will get pissed and turn-off-ed when someone tells u over the phone that he/she misses u so much that he/she cant help but cry?

She will.

I wont. All the more i wont feel that he/she is trying to make my trip an unpleasant one.

Sad. I just feel that sad is not strong enough a word to describe my feelings.

Just when i thought things were great and we were heading back, my tears were taken to be a disgust.

Sigh~