Thursday, March 22, 2007
The world says i shouldnt blog. But here i am blogging. I'm stubborn.
I only slept for 1.5 hours last night. Couldnt sleep no matter what. And i've been awake for more than 20 hours as at now.
I worked on an assignment earlier. Spent 3 hours on it, and i know i didnt do a good job.
I only got to know of its deadline, which is tmrw, this morning from six-dollar man.
I hope i'll be like what min min said, and return to a happy gal when she returns.
I think i was happy, indeed. I somehow recall going to school cheerfully and had quite a positive outlook towards my life, thinking that i finally got someone i needed.
It isnt the case wherby i've never been happy since so long ago.
It's not true.
I was happy. I took some time to realize and figure out the answer.
Perhaps, it is due to what i am going through now that i eventually came to realize i was happy.
I was happy then, when there was someone i especially cared for, wanted to take care of, wanted to pamper and do everything in the world for.
There was.
你想要的，偏偏不是我能够给你的；
我能给的，却又不是你想要拥有的。
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MeowZ~ @ 3:15:00 AM
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