I'm gonna shift.

I think as people get older, it really may be increasingly difficult to get along with others harmoniously, even if the 'others' here refer to your family, those whom you grow up with.

I can't stand staying at this place which supposedly is my home anymore.

Too stressful. It's very bad for my mental health. And the insommia that results is bad for my physical health as well. Very bad indeed.

People say, "相见容易相处难". I guess it's so true. Perhaps things just somehow become better if we see less of each other.

In case you wonder, i'll be at SengKang. Pal-the-2nd, i'll be sooo damn near you. Haha~ We can meet more often.

A 4-day schooling week is so shiok indeed. Tomorrow's wed and i'm just one more day away from my weekend which officially begins on friday for the time being, before the projects start to invade my life.

Wanted to stay shifting only after the Chinese New Year, but it seems i'm gonna alter my planb a little. Maybe end of January? Of course, that's subject to the landlord's approval.

I just came back from a tuition session at srgn north. Told my sec4 boy that very soon, he wouldn't be able to reach me at my house number anymore. He was so surprised at the news of me moving out, away from my family. He thinks this should not be the case; i should not move out unless i'm getting married.

Well, what's really the point of getting married anyway? Looking at my parents makes me fear the idea. And although i keep harping on the issue of wanting to get married one day, i guess it's a matter of going through the ceramony, having a honeymoon trip to a farwaway lala land and moving out and having a house of my own and etc etc etc. It isn't really about the marriage.

I wonder how people managed to fall in love, live together with either lifelong passion or committment. I can't seem to even manage a relationship well.

Slept early yesterday to make up for the lack of sleep on sunday night. Ended up dreaming of extremely disgusting termites. Those bugs actually laid egg cases which, once laid, expand more than 100 times their original sizes and explode, bringing to my sight thousands and thousands of termites, and they ate up something huge in no time. What a dream?!