Busy. But i'm gonna grant myself a break. A well-deserved break.

I spent 18 hrs within one single day on project just yesterday.

18 hrs straight.

Even my meals were taken in front of the com.

Feels ~AWESOME.

Seems like i'm too sensitive these days. Keeps thinking whether others' words are directed at me. Negative stuffs of cos. Have i got nothing better to do? Of cos not. I dont know the cause either.

Well, everyone likes things that look good. That i understand. But i'm not something that does not look good, or am i?

*Sobz*~

Losing all confidence.

I will be discarded soon, i guess.

People who matter to me are discarding me.

Everyone is disappointing me in one way or another.

The world looks hopeless.

I just signed a contract this noon. Got cable TV installed, for a contractual period of 4 months.

Hope that will bring more joy to my parents who are always at home, esp my cute mom.

Am i too task-oriented? I thought of letting everyone enjoy sooner. Isnt that good?

Oh well, i should not let myself feel sad. It's THEIR faults. I ought to be angry.

And that's it!

I'M ANGRY. DONT COME NEAR ME!

BEWARE.

Pal-the-2nd, I miss you so. =( Will you be there for me?