Damn. I just recalled that my student, nicole, have forgotten to sms me this noon and confirm if we will be having our session as usual tomorrow evening. Gotta wake up earlier tomorrow and sms her mum instead. Kids nowadays are so irresponsible. Some adults are too!

French lesson was tough. I guess i'll have to turn to online sources for supplementary lessons or there's kinda no way i'll do well. Learnt several verbs, most of which i can't recall now. Opps.

Bought two pairs of shoes today from Bata. Retail therapy! Accompanied charmaine to hougang mall on our way home this evening and came across this Bata outlet which was holding a sale. Walked into the shop with the intention of just rotting some time away but both of us left the venue with new shoes! 19 bucks for a pair! Good deal huh?! Charmaine bought two pairs of heels while i grabbed a pair of heels for new year as well as clubbing + formal presentation. Hee. Three-in-one! Also bought a pair of covered shoes for casual wear, but i'll most probably try to refrain from wearing them before the chinese new year. It always feel good to have something new for the new year. Have yet to buy my clothes for the coming festival. Don't even know whether i'll be buying. No money, no time to shop.

Anyway, the more the time i spend with charmaine, the more i like this new and yet old friend of mine. New-because i only got to get close to her since we started studying at NTU; old-because both of us were from TP. We merely did different specialisations offered by the Business school.

Talking bout specialisations, i'm rather lost as to which area i should opt to specialize in next year. Marketing was the one i wanted when i was doing that module last semester, but it now seems like there's a possibility of me going into Tourism and Hospitality Mgmt along with charmaine and min min or Banking and Finance like da sao and bro or IT since it would definitely be much more smooth-sailing for a semi-IT graduate like pal and I.

Just finished 'attending' an online lecture on Economics. Used to love the subject back in poly but the lecturer we have now really sucks. Having to walk out of the lecture theatre feeling pissed, because it seems as though we've not even learnt anything, is kinda a weekly routine for most of us. Sigh. Why must profs complicate things which can in fact be very simple? Polys ROX!!! Hates uni.

She went missing during the past 3 hours. Didn't reply my sms. Neither was i able to get through her mobile phone. Thoughts ran wild in my mind. On one hand, i hated myself for being so overly-suspicious. On the other hand, i just don't feel very safe with the way things are now. What to do?! *Frustrated* Each time this kinda issue occur, i start to recall how ade would have felt in the past. Sigh. Just why are things this way?!

Haven't been interacting much these days. The amount of time i spent with her is like 5-10 mins per day, including time spent chatting online and sms-ing. We send each other about 2-3 sms a day. Pathetic huh?! Just 10 mins! Is that reasonable? To anyone? Maybe. She's been quite irritated these days. Her mum's driving her nuts in a way. I actually tried to get her to come over tonight but failed. Sigh. Nvm. That's all i can tell myself anyway.

Tired of doing all those thinking. Muz 'see open' aka 'Kan Kai'.