One more month to Christmas eve.

Have never paid much attention to the festival all along. But this year's different, cos dear dear really looks forward to Christmas. It's the one and only ocassion of the year that she pays attention to.

Started planning for a nice celebration and christmas gift for my BiG BaBy since donkey months ago. I remember how i would talk about the issue whenever i travel to school for the examinations with pal. But things took a change. I'm not gonna splurge on a fantastic christmas gift. Dear dear said a gift exists only to show that one cares. Perhaps. That's not really what i feel, but since the recipient holds that opinion, i'll go according to her wishes. >.<

Spent 2 hours ironing clothes and watching a serial drama earlier. Watched the show with mum. It's been quite a long while since i sat in front of the TV with her. Haiz... Things just have to change as we grow up, isn't it?

Mum said dad knew i was on the com the entire night. Yeah, i spent more than 10 hours mapling last night from 10pm till 8am this morning. Went for Mac Big Breakfast with dear dear at Compass Point subsequently at 9am. What a life? Dear dear's a maple freak. The best way we can connect is via Maple Story, i suppose.

Mum asked why don't i get to sleep earlier and maple only in the noon or evening.

I just can't get to sleep, not when i'm alone.

Beginning to ponder if i'm a lonely person. Do i actually need to have someone with me 24/7?

Also watched an extremely nice show this noon over at dear dear's place. "Dirty Dancing 2". The male lead is pretty cute, and i like the female lead's dance. Cool! And by the way, the music was damn damn damn pleasant!

Dear dear said it's been more than 3 months since she stayed out every weekend without fail. Is that terrible? But it could have been worse. She used to spend 5 out of the 7 nights in a week over at my place, but it's already been reduced to 2-3 nights per week. Unacceptable?

I am a lonely person, i shall conclude. I wish i'm never alone.

Pal's been rotting over at her girlfriend's place. It's been a week. Been wanting to get her but to no avail. Each time i call her, it just seems like she's sooo far away.

Haizzz. Why so depressing all of a sudden? I'd better get to sleep soon.

Good night, world.