Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Back from a 5 days-4 nights chalet. Tired. But i've already slept a total of 15 hours from last night till this evening.
It sure feels weird to be at home. I wanna be lying down on dear dear's laps watching the tv, even if it's just some kinda lame shows. Some funny and strange feelings surfaced as i walked home from my students' place earlier. Somehow, i felt that i was SUPPOSED to be walking back to the chalet unit from somewhere in downtown east rather than from my student's place to mine.
Had two chalet stays, to be exact. One from Friday to Sunday, another one from Sunday till today.
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(Dear dear's on the line)
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Back to the chalet stay>>>
Dear dear spent what she spends for a normal month on the chalet trip. We spent like nobody's business, and ate like nobody's business too! LOL! I guess Ju consumed what she usually eats for one whole month during the past 5 days. We're all sinners!!!
Est's the most pathetic of all. She had to rush from Toa Payoh to Pasir Ris and vice versa almost everyday during the past week due to work. Considering that she's always one of the last to fall asleep everyday, she must be REAL tired now. And she's still working at this very moment when i'm typing this, for goodness sake! Poor gal.
I was in the relaxed mode together with Dear dear, Ju and Amelia, though exams are like 4 days away from now and i've fucking not started my revision! ARGH! Die for sure! Doom is approaching!
Dear dear finally had some time off work. And it was 5 days in a row! But i guess the two of us were not really 'relaxed', because quarrels and 'pissing-off sessions' kept surfacing. Haiz. I kept offending her, and she, in turn, flared up at Ju, the happy la-la girl. Sorry ar, la-la girl. It's my fault that you became your Da Jie's 'target'.
Nevertheless, now that the chalet stay has became part of history, the past quarrels are not hindering me from missing my big baby desperately. Phew!
But i do wonder what damages those unhappiness have done to the relationship. There must be some impacts, in a way or another. Perhaps we've drifted apart, perhaps we've seen how 'ugly' we can be, perhaps we now understand how unhappy we are with each other...So many possibilities, and none of them seem positive. Haiz...
I wonder if dear dear's gonna blog bout the chalet trip; i wonder what she's gonna pen down. Hmmm...
Took quite a number of pics with Ju and Est. Even had a photo-taking session with the two la-la girls in the toilet, and the pics shall be posted at a later time.
I miss you, gals! Ju is forever making me happy, and i'll always always always go to her to complain bout her da jie. Ha! It sure feels good when someone agrees with what you complain about! LOL! Est the imp now calls me 'Kitty', and i've gotta say that she's just soooo similar to dear dear, whether in behaviour or attitude. Poor Ju! I've only gotta handle one when she's caught in between both! How did she survive till now, i wonder?!
I feel like a handicapped. Can't seem to be able to organise my thought properly. There are still so many details i would like to blog bout but i just can't seem to be able to put them down to words. Maybe i'll try again later. Shall upload the pics for the time being.
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MeowZ~ @ 9:23:00 PM
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