Freaking tired. Lacks sleep. But i can't sleep.

I just can't get to sleep in my own room; can't get to sleep when i'm alone.

Images keep forcing their way into my pathetic mind. Memories that i wish could be cast out of my mind just keep running back to me.

Fear is driving me crazy!

Just made her 'throw face', right in front of her cousins and sister, when i simply walked away after she refused to stay over at my place tonight.

Fucking hell! I'm damn tired! Shit!

Images of death are coming to me.

I'm alone.

Fear is filling each and every little corner of my heart.

I hate my fucking father who's causing this! Fucking drunkard! Just go to hell, man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stupid mother! Freaking weak and idiotic woman!

I hate everything about life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!