Meeting Ju for dinner at Fisherman Village. Perhaps we'll be seeing Esther too.

Not seeing their Da Jie though.

If Esther's coming along later in the night too, this will be the second time i'm seeing the two gals this week; the second meet-up-session during this pathetic one-week 'supposed-to-be-holi' break. The first is a karaoke session during which i thoroughly enjoyed myself and sang to my heart's contents.

I've seen dear dear for a total of 5-6 or even 7 times during the past week. But, it was as good as me not seeing her at all. The thing is, we only meet to 'sleep' together. I feel like i've not met her for ages anyway, though we only 'parted' when she left my house silently without waking me up to open the door this morning at 'dunno-what-time'.

I'm attached to a super duper busy woman.

A super woman who can arrange to conduct 8 tuition sessions in a day; a super tired-out woman whom i only and just 'sleep' with; a super woman who can stay awake just to maple all night, yet fall asleep within 5 mins when it's me, and not maple story, who's beside and with her.

Grrr...

What a life?

I mean, what a love life?

What a lover i have? Someone who never fail to ask if i'm crazy when i offer to do something nice; someone who pertually is obssessed with maple story; someone who falls into deep sleep when i lie beside her and couldn't get to sleep; someone who...haiz...

Yet, undeniably, someone who loves me.

How 无奈 can life be?