Feel soooo much in love.

It feels like when i just fell in love with dear dear.

A sweet kinda feeling.

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Cried and cried and cried yesterday night. It's been a long while since i broke down due to stress. Haizzz. That makes me feel like a useful bum who can't take stress at all. Hate to feel that of myself.

Previously, Cindy was always there for me. That naughty imp, though not able to help me generate any solutions to resolve my problems, never failed to distract my attention from studies or sorrows to fun-filled but lame activites such as chill-out sessions in Geylang or at the 24-hr Swensens in town.

Miss you, my darling sister...

Feeling soooo much better now that tears have kinda relieved me from the tremendous stress.
Problems remain unsolved though.

Dear dear came over late last night, after a dinner with trina. I knew she was going for a meal with trina the moment she mentioned she would be having dinner with 'a friend' before coming over to my place.

It's alright though. I can understand that a meal doesn't necessarily mean anything. They're still friends. The situation is kinda comparable to how i got ade to go to hani's bf's chalet with me a week ago. It's just a casual and normal meeting with a friend.

Managed to get done with the task of 'communicating' with dear dear somehow. Termed it a 'task' because i do feel the need to communicate after taking into consideration min min's comments.

Oh yar, i spent the entire day out with min min today. Was with her all the way from 1030 in the morning till 640 in the evening before she left for her tuition session in Khatib.

Went back to school this morning for a scheduled project meeting. Min min's one of my team member for that module - Marketing. Was kinda pissed by the rest of the group who, once again, failed to follow the absolutely clear instructions i have given and meet my expectations. Argh...What's the point of me trying so hard to make things so easy and convenient for them when they don't even know how the hell to just follow instructions?!

But still, the meeting today was so much better than the previous time round when all of them turned up with ridiculous write-ups which almost make me die laughing. Perhaps i should say 'giggling' instead. I was only 'laughing' inside then.
LOL...

So, the discussion proceeded smoothly though i was unhappy with the fact that none of them completed what they were supposed to have done. None except me completed the analysis!

To think that i stayed up till 4am just to finish the work?!
Is it worth my effort?!

I'm just soooo dilligent, aren't i?

Anyway, back to the day in school>>>

Time 'flew', and it was 215pm before i realized that i had forgotten to wake dear dear up for her afternoon session. Called the sleepy worm immediately and got back to the discussion after i've confirmed that she's awake.

Then, time 'flew' again. And i reported late for my tuition session.

Ended the meeting at 3 in the noon and embarked on the return journey with min min. That gal was supposed to chill out at some cafe around Khatib area before her tuition starts at 7 in the evening, but volunteered to accompany me all the way back to hougang. I brought her to my student's place, claiming she is one of the new tutors in the agency who is 'attached' to me currently. However, the true reason for bringing her to my tuition venue is to not let her feel that i'm casting her aside and leaving her alone after she have accompanied me all the way from boon lay to hougang. She was being nice to have kept me accompany, so there's no way i should 'discard' her immediately after i've 'achieved' my motive.
=LOL=

Ended the tuition session at 6pm and went for dinner with the young gal. Ate duck noodles while min min had duck rice. Not too nice a meal.

I want to eat @ Ajisen!

Who's free???
~Calling out for Ajisen loyal supporters!~

Hai yar, don't blog le lar. My eyes are so tired. See, these are after-effects of crying too much! Gotta rest my eyes for the time being.

I shall now go wait for dear dear's grand arrival happily...