Monday, September 12, 2005
Min min gave a comment yesterday.
"Apparently, i can only tell that you and your girlfriend always sleep together, perhaps 7 days a week. But, sleeping is not a form of communication."
That makes me ponder.
What that little gal said somehow makes sense. It seems like we're always sleeping. Just sleeping. Only sleeping. But at the same time, it's not true that we don't communicate. We communicate over meals, when dear dear's mapling, 5 mins before we doze off and perhaps over the phone like once in a week ot two. Nevertheless, one issue is - what's the focus of our communication?
Had a bad dream last night. I would certainly classify that as a nightmare. Dreamt that dear dear died, reason being "Lack of Sleep". How ridiculous? Woke up shocked and terrified. Sms-ed her to at least confirm that she's not really dead. And as expected, that wonder woman have yet to get to sleep even at 6 in the morning. Gave her a call immediately when her reply reached me. Told her about the nightmare and prompted her to get to sleep early. Was overwhelmed by the after-effects of the stupid dream and cried myself to sleep thereafter.
Zzzzz Zzzzz Zzzzz
Was awakened by dear dear's call this morning at 11. MacDonald's Big Breakfast was delivered to my doorstep, along with my big baby.
Dear dear commented she was totally
freaked out by my call at 6 this morning.
"
Freaked out"? My god! What a term to use? It depicts something disgusting i've done?
So, as usual, went back to sleep after consuming the sinful breakfast. Woke up only at 230 in the afternoon. What a lazy monday? But i like it though.
Something's amiss. I can't tell what's missing exactly. Or perhaps, something which should not be present have been brought into the picture. The atmosphere's not right. I kinda sense tension, and pray that nothing gets really outta control.
Alright, gotta get down to studies now. Meeting shufen for dinner tonight.
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MeowZ~ @ 4:28:00 PM
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