There's nothing for me to do now except WAIT.

Why is it all about waiting???!!!

Bloody hell!

Waiting for a slacker in my stats group to get done with the presentation slides which should take no more than 30 mins to complete and send it over to me. Also waiting for the other team member to send me the compiled report before i can edit and finalize and freaking end this FUCKING IDIOTIC case study!

ARGH!!!

Dear dear's not asleep yet too, though she's freaking freaking tired. I've never seen her this tired so far during the past 2 months or so.

My poor big baby...

She just told me to inform her when i'm ready to go to sleep. I shall be bu yao lian and presume that she's forcing herself to stay awake becos i can't get to sleep though i'm also FREAKING TIRED.

Never knew uni students are THIS SLACK.

Fuck!

Anyway, let me shift the focus to my big baby. That'll definitely appease the going-to-be-uncontrollable-soon anger in me.

So, as all of you people should have read, i waited for dear dear's return that fateful night.

Nothing was really out of my expectations. She did return. Not within an hour, as i had expected since the moment she stepped out of the house. I waited for 2h30mins before the naughty piggy sent me a sms to apologize. There were nothing but 'sorries' in that sms.

I really did freak out for a sec.

Then, the next sms came in. Dear dear said she was sorry to have returned only at such a late time and needed me to open the door.

I was like, "Phew!"

So, things have been 'kinda' okie since then.

Used the word 'kinda' because i just got upset and pissed and threw tantrums again last night at about 4am.

And dear dear went through the torturous headache again. I guess i've totally lost track. This is the 101st time i brought the headache?

I don't know.

Haizzz

Why am i doing things that break my heart?

So, the reason why i really flared up last night is because i spent yet another 2 hours waiting for dear dear to get done with trina. I hate it when it seems like i'm a mistress and have to wait for the wife to get done with the husband before i can have the man.

Note: We don't have a man in this complicated relationship though. We're all women. LOL

Hai yar, i don't wanna talk about yesterday again. I know my temper sucks, and i can tell for myself that dear dear already di sheng xia qi and tried to give in. So i ought to be contented and perhaps a little happy. =)

Went for tuition sessions as scheduled from 230pm to 7pm today. Came back at about 730pm. Bathed. Started to miss dear dear terribly, so i decided to bring my big baby, who supposedly only had one pathetic waffle and another pathetic bun for the entire day, her well-deserved dinner.

Met and handed dear dear the ai xin can. My special appearance was meant to be a surprise, but i guess i failed in my mission cos it seems like dear dear already knew i'll be there. That has always been the case so far. My surprises never succeed in becoming real surprises to the big baby. Sad case.

But anyway, i did get to see my baby as i had wanted to, so it doesn't really matter if she did get the surprise lar.

>>>To be continued...