Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Hurray!!!I'm
DONE with the tutorial! To think that the last 3 questions took me only 15 mins! So easy!!!
Shiok!!!Hmmm... So i shall continue with previous entry for tonight.
As i was saying, someone have been making me sooo happy these days that i can't really detect sadness, even when i visited Cindy today.
But, my heart aches whenever i know of whatever has happened to that someone in the past. People ought to pursue happiness, don't we? And everyone has a right to do so, isn't it?
Basically, the world should work like this: When happiness is shared, it is doubled; when sadness is shared, it is halved. Having one person feeling happy doesn't mean another person would or should be sad. It shouldn't work this way. Also, we don't try not to be too happy so that we would not be too sad when bad and unfortunate events take place. Does anyone actually eat less because he or she does not want to shit too much at a later time??? NO!!! Nobody does that. No normal person would do that! We only eat less when we're on a freaking DIET. And why the need for a diet? It's simply because we want a nicer or healthier body. So, summarising the above-mentioned points, the conclusion is that we ought to go all the way out and fight for happiness! Not because of anything else, but for the fact that everybody enjoys feeling happy! Who doesn't?Alright, enough of Kat's theories.
Left guang ming shan at 1.18pm. Remember that so clearly for that was when i started the
calling. Went over to Ang Mo Kio for lunch and i had chicken chop
again. But it was nice though.
Sat at the coffeeshop for quite some time while dad chatted with his friends before we came home without papa who was still so engaged in the conversation. Felt freaking freaking tired. Anyway, i almost fell asleep on several occasions during the ritual rite. The chantings just have that special power to put me to sleep...
Told Da Sao to wake me up an hour from when we reached home. Headed straight to bed after i came into the house. Yes, before i even went to wash my feet or change out of my clothes. I was simply too tired for those chores.
Woke up at 4 in the noon, still feeling tired. Bathed and slacked around. Went for a session. Went for the next session.
Then, went to meet someone for dinner. Never intended to have dinner anyway. Only wanted to see someone. I just need to see someone everyday. It's really a matter of EVERYDAY! Gosh! I think i'm going crazy.
But one thing is for sure - I'll definitely go crazy tomorrow if i don't go to sleep now.
So, Bye!
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MeowZ~ @ 1:24:00 AM
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