Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Just 12 hours ago, i didn't think you would be bringing hurts into my life. "Not at the moment", i thought.
A min earlier, my heart sank.
How would i describe my feelings? >>>
I wouldn't call that a pain. It was more like an ache. I felt something sour. But i wouldn't classify that as jealousy though. It was not. It was more of a feeling of not being to do anything. Not being able to do anything with the situation, with you, and with myself. 那是一种'无奈'的感觉。 I tried my best to react naturally. And i think i did. "Miss me? >.<" I wanted to reply that in a separate sms. But when i heard that from you, i knew there was no need to anymore. Trust me, there's not the slightest anger. I don't feel angry at all. Not with you, not with the situation, not with myself, and obviously, not with her.
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MeowZ~ @ 9:40:00 PM
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