Sunday, July 24, 2005
Played the role of a
devil the entire morning. Tried sooo hard to psycho FeL to cancel her sessions. I was mean. But, she had the kinda determination and perseverance i have always thought she have, and did not succumb to those 'temptations'. If it were the other way round, as in, she 'tempted' me into canceling my sessions, i guess i would probably went ahead and cancelled
ALL assignments for the day. See, this is what i refer to as tutoring in an 'on-off' manner.
Feel kinda guilty. This is the first Sunday on which i did not make a trip to 'visit' Cindy. Was tired from sleeping late this morning and i sooo wanted to continue lying on the bed. Woke up at 9 plus and sms Jeremy to cancel the trip. Then when pal-the-2nd called at 10am, i told her i was tooo tired to make the trip. Went back to sleep. Then got up again. Then went to sleep again. In total, i slept and woke up like 4 times before i eventually woke up at 1.50pm. Went for lunch. Ate chicken rice. Came home. Watched a lame old film on channel 8. Fell asleep again! What a relaxing day for me???!!! Sunday's all about sleeping for me, i guess.
But i'm gonna sleep alone tonight, after three nights of having someone with me. Came home after sending FeL to her tuition venue and i felt so
alone suddenly. Not lonely, but alone. If you were to ask me the difference between the two words, i can't explain. But they do mean different things to me.
I'm having a freaking pimple-breakout.
Fuck! It must be those cream i applied on my face last night. One of the two was supposed to moisturize my already-very-dry-yet-oily face while the other was meant for my irritating and 'never-say-die' dark circles but they ended up creating pimples. Argh...It's been sooo long since i had any pimple breakout.
Shall never apply any stupid stuff on my face again!It's been like ages since i last caught a movie. The last show i watched was 'Boggerman'. Wasn't that movie screened like a century ago?
I'm gonna catch a show this week.
Must! Who's free??? Drop me a tag.
Oh yar, talking about tags>>> Pal, so did you manage to get the ipod???
----------Someone's knocking on the door----------
Zhiwei just left my house a min ago. He called at 5 plus saying he wanna come up to my place as he was only a block away at his father's house. Told him that he can only come over after 6.30pm. He probed into the reason for that request of mine. I didn't answer.
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MeowZ~ @ 7:56:00 PM
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