Yes, here i am again. No doubt i've got nothing to do. Yet i just don't feel like working. Like what i said, blogging is such a good way to kill time. 2 more hours to go before i leave my house and head for town to meet pal. 1 more hour before i get myself ready. So, i have another hour for blogging.

Told my parents how i reflected upon the entire incident and what 'Friendship' comprises of. Someone please tell me what does the word mean. Contribute your opinions at my taggie alright?

So far, i've told two of my pals the three magic words. I was reciprocated, fortunately. But at times, feelings and efforts and everything are just not returned in kind, sadly.

I'm engaging in a sms-ing session with my bro who's back in OCS. He went back this morning. The first time he stepped into the camp since he returned from Taiwan last Wed. He's thinking whether he should request for himself to be out of course. And here i am, trying to tell him not to, though i told him this yesterday - "What's the point of remaining in OCS if u've absolutely no intention to sign on?" I was angry then, the reason being i hate the fact that he did not make it back to see cindy for the last time because the inefficient army was unable to send him back in time". Also, i hate the fact that he is so damn unwilling to just sign-on. I mean, the financial burden of the family would be greatly reduced if only he agrees to sign-on.

Arghhhhhhhh! He's simply unwilling to make sacrifices.

If someone were to ask me whether my family has became more united than before after the incident, i'd say 'No'. In any case, i don't sense it. My dad is still drinking like some idiots as before, i'm still scolding my mum and calling her 'dumb' because she really still is and i'm still quarreling with my bro. What the hell?

Didn't we learn anything from the lesson at all?

Pathetic!