Yes, i'm still upset over the ridiculous argument. Still feel accused. Perhaps i'm just a nobody, so another nobody decided not to do anything to make this nobody feel any better.

Tired, as usual. Slept early last night, at about 9 plus. AT NIGHT alright! Not 9am! I guess i'm gonna sleep early tonight too. My eyes are closing...

More and more ppl are informed of the existence of my blog. I wonder if i would 'sub-consciously' not blog about my innermost thoughts and feelings. Not many of my friends are online tonight. Not many whom i can talk to. But i feel like talking. Yet, i don't feel like disturbing. Life is always contradicting. Or am i?

Friends can be really supportive at times. Recently, i'm beginning to know how to appreciate friends who cheer me up by acting silly or spouting nonsense. Previously, i'd just go like "please, i'm not in the mood for stupid jokes like what's coming from ur mouth now" or "stop ur fucking rubbish". But, after having heard so many stupid and lame stuffs from one of my friends and feeling so much better each time she entertains me with those ridiculous stuffs, i'm starting to appreciate people's kind thoughts of cheering me up. Sometimes, we've just gotta relax and be lame. That may make all of our lives better. True?

My bro's doing stuffs i can't seem to be able to understand. He has been going out. I mean, i can't make myself do that, not now. I don't expect the entire family to hug and wail, neither do i want us to cry and grieve over my baby sis. But, we shouldn't be going on shopping trips or what right? To think that my sis was in fact so biased towards him when she was with us. He's a fucking asshole!